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January 2012 |
Confidence
Monday, July 30, 2012 Monday, July 30, 2012 They say, "Confidence is the key," but what if I'm losing it? It does not feel good at all. Everything seems like a mess. Things are not how I used to wish it is back then. Did I choose the wrong path? I dont know anymore. I wish I was a kid once again. Everything sucks. You have to be mature, suppressing all your feelings, and act like you're all fine but you're not. Others know nothing yet I feel so bothered. Why is it that I feel like I'm wrong? The feeling of being unwanted surrounds me. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who is having this feeling. It's pretty common. People who told me they feel unwanted, well, I understand clearly how they feel since I feel the same way. But just being understanding does not solve anything. I feel like having some distance, away from everyone, just alone, for awhile. Is it possible? I don't think so. I am unable to feel my own freedom. Oh well. Nothing can be done. Shall accept it as what it is, and keep moving. This is life, this is growing up. It ain't as easy as I thought when I was a little kid, who knew nothing about this cruelty of reality.  |