PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:[#o1] W E L C O M E ! [#o2] I`m the owner here . [#o3] No judging here [#o5] Judge me if you know me well [#o4] Don`t like it? go press alt+F4 The Little Girl♥ P A T R I C I A - 方 贤 婷 First cried on 29 January 1996 ♥ Dance I M P E R F E C T ♥ (Ko)Rilakkuma Indo-Chinese!(: 
Patricia Ana  Create Your Badge Her Wishes♥ Updated on o1.o1.13 • Happiness Sweet Escapes♥ ALIENS♥ --------------------------------- Wei Kang ShanShan Terence Dearest♥ --------------------------------- Amelia Liz ; PerverticCicak Sab ; Mesum-Twinny Syazwan ; Bestfriend Vanessa Vivian ; Nerdie NavalBase; --------------------------------- Alexis Brandon ; Blender Fawwaz ; FawyBotakB Hamizah HuatKit ; AhPek Katherine Patricia ; Halim Mabel ; AhMamaa Xinyi YuXuan ; AhJie Others; --------------------------------- Cindy ; Shinzuii Laurentia Read more♥ Those trusts. Let's just..drift apart. Constant battle. Sometimes all I need is just a hug. South Lake Tahoe! Imy. Screw you. Fears? Or Breakdown? My old friend, insomnia. Heartless.
January 2012 |
A total mess.
Wednesday, October 17, 2012 Wednesday, October 17, 2012 I am such a mess. A total mess. It's a disaster. What have I been doing? What did I do wrong? Is it that difficult to give me your trusts? Why can't you see things neutrally? It was there. From the start. But you did not even think about it. All you do was listen from one side of the story and judge. It has always been like this. It's always pointless for me to explain because you won't listen. Yes, you won't. But sooner or later, you will say, why didn't I try to explain or defend myself? You know what, it happens all the time. I always did. The question is, have you listened? Or you don't wanna know or understand, but you just think you're always right. Why are you being like this. Why can't you see from my side? Why don't you try to understand how I feel too? The only thing on my mind is, WHY, WHY, and WHY. It sucks to the max. It hurts so much. Will hurting myself physically decrease the pain on the inside? Or what if I was not here, in this cruel world, from the start? I am really tired. Exhausted. Especially mentally. My tears are drying out. My eyes are tired. My mind is tired. My whole body is aching, especially my heart. |