PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: [#o1] W E L C O M E ! [#o2] I`m the owner here . [#o3] No judging here [#o5] Judge me if you know me well [#o4] Don`t like it? go press alt+F4 The Little Girl♥ P A T R I C I A - 方 贤 婷 First cried on 29 January 1996 ♥ Dance I M P E R F E C T ♥ (Ko)Rilakkuma Indo-Chinese!(: Patricia Ana Create Your Badge Her Wishes♥ Updated on o1.o1.13 • Happiness Sweet Escapes♥ ALIENS♥ --------------------------------- Wei Kang ShanShan Terence Dearest♥ --------------------------------- Amelia Liz ; PerverticCicak Sab ; Mesum-Twinny Syazwan ; Bestfriend Vanessa Vivian ; Nerdie NavalBase; --------------------------------- Alexis Brandon ; Blender Fawwaz ; FawyBotakB Hamizah HuatKit ; AhPek Katherine Patricia ; Halim Mabel ; AhMamaa Xinyi YuXuan ; AhJie Others; --------------------------------- Cindy ; Shinzuii Laurentia Read more♥ A total mess. Those trusts. Let's just..drift apart. Constant battle. Sometimes all I need is just a hug. South Lake Tahoe! Imy. Screw you. Fears? Or Breakdown? My old friend, insomnia.
January 2012 |
Stay away.
Thursday, October 18, 2012 Thursday, October 18, 2012 It's funny how I start to push people away. Especially when they are the ones who truly care. I am really thankful to have them in my life. To make me feel better and always there when I'm in need. The only reason I push some of them away is, I don't wanna get too attached and dependent. I don't wanna be like so useless when they're not around. Furthermore, what if one day they leave? What am I gonna do? How am I supposed to feel? Sometimes I really don't know what I'm doing. Why am I so scared to get hurt? Have I not grown up? Shouldn't I be stronger? I get so sensitive and put myself in a bad mood due to my own negative thinking. I really need to learn to have better endurance. Enduring seems better than being judged or misunderstood. I don't want to share my pain. It's MY pain, not nobody else's. but really, i sincerely thank those who have been there. Appreciated and loved. xx |