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P A T R I C I A - 方 贤 婷
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First cried on 29 January 1996
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Sacramento City College, California, USA
University of California, Davis
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Let's just..drift apart.
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Imy.
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My old friend, insomnia.

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Stay away.
Thursday, October 18, 2012 Thursday, October 18, 2012

It's funny how I start to push people away. Especially when they are the ones who truly care. I am really thankful to have them in my life. To make me feel better and always there when I'm in need. The only reason I push some of them away is, I don't wanna get too attached and dependent. I don't wanna be like so useless when they're not around. Furthermore, what if one day they leave? What am I gonna do? How am I supposed to feel?
Sometimes I really don't know what I'm doing. Why am I so scared to get hurt? Have I not grown up? Shouldn't I be stronger? I get so sensitive and put myself in a bad mood due to my own negative thinking.
I really need to learn to have better endurance. Enduring seems better than being judged or misunderstood. I don't want to share my pain. It's MY pain, not nobody else's.
but really, i sincerely thank those who have been there. Appreciated and loved. xx