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January 2012 |
my straight gay-best-friend.
Sunday, January 27, 2013 Sunday, January 27, 2013   Personally, I think gay best friends are awesome! They don't judge, they have their own fashion sense, they just seem.... FUN. I was unlucky. My friend found their gay best friends and I did not find one. But eventually, I met one! \m/ He is not gay, he is definitely straight. But he is just like a gay best friend but straight, you know. It's alright. Maybe I'll just treat him like he is gay? HAHAHA  I started to know him when I moved to US. At first, we were not close at all. I find him snobbish and cold. But during Summer, we got closer. Me, my brother, and him, and the others are often hanging out together. Supported with the condition of many people are going back for the whole Summer and we are the only ones left in Davis. During Fall, we started to become really good friends. We often talked and shared our secrets. Things were not that smooth. While we were being close, there were tons of rumors about us. Seriously, that's super childish.  What I liked the most of our friendship is, We both are aware that we would not fall for each other. Our concerns and love are just like brother-sister, and best friends. He treated me like his little sister. I treated him like a brother too. We always look out for one another. Isn't it amazing to be best friends with not-that-kind-of-feelings?! He knew me best, even my dark and ugliest side. He is able to read everything through my face and expressions. He can detect when I'm lying and I have no idea how! He is fully aware when something goes wrong just based on my expression. Telepathy. He is the first person that ever saw me crying like crazy. I mean you know, when your tears are just rolling down your cheeks unstoppably, and you find it difficult to breathe. I remember I cried like almost an hour non-stop and he was just sitting by my side on the curb, watching me crying. Okay, that's sort of embarrassing. HAHAHA. I am always, maybe most of the time, the first person he talks to when something is going on with him, And vice versa. We always catch up with each other's lives. It is like when I went back home for my winter break, and his family came over to US and they went for a vacation, we did not contact each other. We did not want to disturb each other's family or quality time. But after I got back here, we started to catch up. Regardless through skype or meeting up, there is always a way. I feel soooooo damn good after telling him everything that happened while I was home. How I have been feeling recently. He has been giving me supports unstoppably. It's like we both know that we have each other's backs. Ain't that what real friends are for? I don't know, I just feel comfortable talking things out with him. It's like when I like a guy, or family problem, or anything, I will just talk it out with him. Sometimes I don't really need an advice, I just need a good listener and he fully understands it.   I am glad that I met him, and thankful to him for sticking with me even though sometimes I'm just weird, and crazy, and moody... Many people would think that we both like each other or whatever shits, well, it's a NO. If he found a girlfriend, I would be happily support him. Or since he does not have one, I will help him to find one! Even if I find a guy that I like, he would tell me his judgements, whether this guy is good enough or does he deserve me, etc. Whatever it is, it just feels so freaking good to have someone to look out for you and you know that there is no strings, or love, or those kind of feelings. Just best friends. xx  |