The story starts on the very first day of my English class. I met a familiar face, my ex-classmate last year. We talked last year but it was just a short getting-to-know-each-other kind of thing. And yes, he did ask me out for lunch last year but I refused to go alone. So I made it more like a gathering instead. Haha.

We kept in touch through Facebook and text messages. He followed my instagram, and we had never talked much. Honestly, i always felt awkward and i had no idea what to talk about. We started talking again when we coincidentally became classmates again. Moreover, we even randomly became a group-mate. It was a debate kinda thing. I dont know how, our group started to have this get-together after class. We  had dinner together and sometimes we even hang out for hours. All of us got closer until one day, he kept texting me. I tend to joke around through texts especially since we got closer. 

I found out that the other girl, who was in my group too, likes him. She sort of confessed but he does not like her back but instead, he asked for my help to be his fake girlf. The first thing that came to my mind is, "LAME". That was when I started having the idea of his interests in me. I mean like seriously, if someone has no interest in you, why would s/he be bothering you or something? 

One day, he asked me to come and watch his football game. At first, I was hesitant to go but since my other friends are going and I had nothing else to do on that day, I did come to his thing. Honestly, football is like a scary and fierce game. I did not really watch the game especially because I do not understand football. So, I started talking to his bestfriend instead, who is also in my group. 

After the game, he approached me and we went for a walk. I tried so hard to hide my awkwardness and we just talked. He was hurt from the game and he specifically wanted me to treat him and nobody else. So during the walk, I sort of joked around and asked him if he likes me. Surprisingly he said, "i can't? Do you have anyone you like?" During that time, I do not believe in love anymore. I feel like it's just the source of my pain. So I left his question unanswered. It was funny how after that day, he started telling me "i miss you" unstoppably, even after we just parted.

We kept talking and hanging out especially since we are in a group together. I started having fun and felt happy again. One day, he confessed and asked me out. I could not give an answer. Isn't that pathetic how you like each other but the fate is just not there, you know. My parents disagree of me having a boyf and I do not like going against my parents. There was nothing much could be done.

But he is like the prince charming in a white horse that every girl has wanted. I found out that he has been keeping an eye on me since last year - the first time he saw me walking in to the class. You know, every girl flutters when they are being told that they are a guy's dream girl. He did.

Isn't that funny how the least you expect someone to walk in to your life, for you to be happy, and it really happened?

Thanks to that someone, at this moment, i feel happy, blessed, and less lonely. I feel like I have someone to lean on, to share stuffs, and..... it just feels good to know that someone is lucky to find you.

Well, deep inside, I do love you too. xx