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January 2012 |
Interphase: Denial and Acceptance.
Friday, April 17, 2015 Friday, April 17, 2015 Just when I thought I am running out of tears, I can't control it from flowing. Why does it still hurt so bad. It's been weeks, when will this be over? Some told me to just give it up, while others told me to wait first. The waiting is like hell. It makes you to hold on empty hopes that eventually led to disappointments. If only I could have one last chance.. I was in denial thinking there's still chance to work it out. But now, I am on my way to phase 2: acceptance. I am trying to accept this is over, it is not going to happen, it's too late and that it's time to let go. But why is it so hard to let go? The most painful part is either the memories keep coming back or the hopes you hold on so long for the future. The things you want to do together, all planned out, yet in fact, it is just not going to happen. I can't wait for the time when I look back to this and be all like, let bygones be bygones. I can't wait to stop crying myself to sleep almost every night. I can't wait to start and end my day with no tears. I can't wait to stop feeling the pain in my chest. I can't wait to stop wishing he would be there. Most of all, I can't wait to start being happy and in peace. |