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January 2012 |
One and only.
Thursday, June 4, 2015 Thursday, June 04, 2015  Even after so many arguments that most of the time ended with "whatever", some of them still don't get it. They take it as a sense of jealousy, girls being oversensitive. Well, maybe because you did not convince her enough that she's the only one that caught your eyes. It's not difficult to just ensure your girl that she is the one and only for you. Guys will just be all "just kidding, babe" about these stuffs but honestly, girls will remember it. Those "jokes" are like scarred in our memories, making us feel more insecure. I thought when you called me "yours", I could do the same. I thought you would understand where all these insecurities of mine are coming from. I thought you would always fight for me, but I'm not so sure about it anymore. I thought you would be the guy who would only had your eyes on that one girl, please don't let me be wrong about this. I hope you would understand that all these worries, sensitivities, insecurities, anger, and pain are all due to my feelings for you. I am scared of hurting you, I know I hurt other people both intentionally or accidentally but I specifically told you to be aware of it. I know you have your own share of pain in the past, but so do I. There is always a reason why it takes so little for me to give up on a relationship especially knowing the other party chose to give up just like that. For this, you have persuaded me to give it a try, to actually fight for it but why do I feel more pain than before? Am I doing something wrong? Or is it normal? "It's better to feel hurt than nothing at all." - but maybe when you feel enough pain accumulated altogether from the past, you would then realize that it's better to feel numb. If only you could realize that all these reactions are there because I am actually scared of losing you and not getting another chance.  I truly hope this time around, I am not making the wrong decision. |