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January 2012 |
Constant battle.
Sunday, September 30, 2012 Sunday, September 30, 2012 Can I just give this battle up? This is exhausting. Suffocating, too. I'm really tired and sick of this but I have to fight it. I wanna be those who can be so peace in mind, unlike me, having these constant fears and anxieties. It brings me no good but yet I can't run away from it. You know what sucks most, having no one to talk this to. The fear of being judged or betrayed. And I know very well that actually, no one cares, they don't give a shit. I really need to tell myself to be strong and stop looking for others to lean on. This battle is for me, just me, to fight. I just want to rest my mind, even for awhile. It is so suffocating and it hurts, effing bad. Oh, God. And no, I'm not fine at all.    Sometimes all I need is just a hug.
Friday, September 28, 2012 Friday, September 28, 2012 I don't know if I like things the way they are right now. Or I should say, i don't know if i should like it. It's not considered complicated nor simple. Sometimes i can feel the pain but other times i just feel numb. I can't seem to cry out anymore and feel better. My tears are dried. I don't want anyone to notice the pain, but I'm also tired fighting this battle alone. At times, all i need is a hug. Even though it's random, it just feels good. You know, when you can feel their concerns and affections through hugs. I believe that if I tell myself, "I'm gonna be fine. Everything's gonna be fine", it will. Well, maybe, your concern is the only thing I'm craving for. But I'm pretty sure I'm strong enough. I don't need anyone to pity or feel sorry towards me. Crying is unnecessary, just bury those feelings, because when you cry especially in front of people, it simply shows how weak you are.     South Lake Tahoe!
Saturday, September 22, 2012 Saturday, September 22, 2012 Having an awesome weekend trip with bro, Silvia, Michelle, Calvin, and Kevin. Rent a cabin and went for horse-riding and water sports! The sceneries are breathtaking. Had such a great time bonding too. We always stayed up late to play games and had such a good time. We don't even have to try but we always enjoy the time spent together And now, I think I'm getting addicted to horse-riding since it's so fun, unexpectedly. We even rent a boat to Emerald Bay, and it's amazingly refreshing! Even though you can get a seasick. Hope these memories last. Xx        Imy.
Saturday, September 8, 2012 Saturday, September 08, 2012 I miss you, really.): Fell sick since yesterday. From flu to fever. Thank you so much for the concerns people! It's 4.20am and I just woke up from my long long sleep. I feel much better! No more fever! Just coughing and flu! Hope to get better before monday since I will be having my first chemistry test!:D Can't deny my disappointments that you don't even care with how I'm doing..  |