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January 2012 |
A best friend.
Tuesday, November 27, 2012 Tuesday, November 27, 2012 Suddenly I just miss one of my best friends. Well, it's not that sudden. It's been quite awhile. It's like i have not been talking to her for like months. Honestly, i don't know what went wrong. I have been wondering what and where i went wrong, and i am still totally clueless. She used to be someone i often talk to, hang out with, and joke around. But out of the blue, it is all gone, with no proper reason. I really miss having her around, having her to talk to. All that's left is just this silence between us, without me knowing why. I can't eve look at her in the eye. I always want to try to talk to her, but when we meet, i just can't. It's like there is a barrier or a wall between us that i can't break through. I guess I just don't want to lose a friendship that we had built for months.     Tearing apart.
Friday, November 16, 2012 Friday, November 16, 2012 I thought I was fine. I thought I was finally able to let go. I thought I was not selfish enough. But the moment I heard about it, didn't expect myself to be broken all over again. THANKS. They say time heals everything, you know what, rubbish. It's more like it takes twice the time. Oh, or maybe thrice. Is it the moment when I'm tested on my strength? In your face, ass.      Trust and Fear
Monday, November 12, 2012 Monday, November 12, 2012 I am super tired and sick of opening up to people. At one moment, they made you believe like you can totally depend on them, you can trust them, and certainly they'll be there for you. But you know what, even a story will also has two sides of it. Yes, at another side, they made you realize there is no one to depend on, no one to trust. You are totally all by yourself. Amazing how people can easily get you fooled. It hurts so much when you have someone that's like you can totally depend on and made you opened up to those little secrets you will never tell just anyone, and at another second, they just leave you hanging like that and made you realize, you are alone, you have no one. Well, maybe history has indeed a way of repeating itself. I tried to prevent myself get hurt by hurting them, but yet I can't bear to see them hurt. Well, i'll just get used to the pain then. Oh well. Lesson learnt. TRUST NO ONE, FEAR NO BITCH.     Hurt's effects.
Sunday, November 11, 2012 Sunday, November 11, 2012 It's funny how you have been hurting so much but the person who have been hurting you does not even notice it. It's insane how when you're hurt so much and that you started not knowing who you are and what you have been doing. It's stupid how when you're really hurt, and you started doing something you don't usually do that is silly. It's true how people feel so lost when they are hurt. It's believable how people start closing up to people when they have been hurt so much before. It's sucks how when you're hurt so much but you can't even open up to anyone and you feel so alone but there's nothing you can do. It's pathetic how all you want is just for them to notice you and the pain that you've been going through.      |